You Are My Suicide

You are my suicide,
You are the straw that broke the camels back,
the stone that brought this glass house to its demise.
You realize, you aid my self destructive side
your claim of never ending love a cheap thrill ride.
Appetizingly, deliciously, surprisingly high.
Agonizingly unbalanced, teetering  upon the edge of sanity.
Your vanity betrays you.
What I do for you betrays who,
or even what I am.
You are what you make yourself to be.
I, am what you make of me, when you take of me
bit by bit devouring the pieces that you break of me
and leave me with the nothing that I am.
Your so called love your real demand.
My one and only, overdosing helping hand.
{The Deviation}
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Temptation (11/24/08)

The temptation of you is disastrous.
The you that is magnificently illuminated by your smile
and all the while i break my own heart every time that i do not approach you.
The you whose warmth radiates and singes my skin,
scaring and permanently digging in.
The you whose personality can entice me to new levels of perception.
Unwittingly,
the you who invites me with your eyes,
and yet you realize how close I've come to self infliction,
a true addiction, a danger and yet a craving all in one.
And so its done.
Refuse the perfect fit, or yet another split?
Too much to lose,
too hard to choose
too long to mend two pieces of a broken heart...again.
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